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[27 Feb 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Like A Train - The Red Chord ]

So...havent updated in a long time. I thought maybe i'd update on what my weekend was like..so here goes

Friday: Driving lessons were a pain in the ass, but I can drive a shitload better. Around 6ish I headed over to Camden to see the Taste of Chaos Tour ft. A Static Lullaby, Underoath, Senses Fail, Killswitch Engage, My Chemical Romance, and the Used. Fun shit, i loved it alot. The I went to medport with the heads (Jenna, Booty, and Jahr), afterwards I went home and I talked to Meagan until like..4 fucking in the morning.
Saturday: Woke up at around 11ish, had some heads over to start this "band" idea we've been having. Nothing special happened with that. Then I ended up watching Kory for the night. Talked to Meagan and Sam on the phonage for a bit. Sleeptime..
Sunday (aka Today): Band shit again, saw Sara Weisberg!! Some more bands shit. The I drove around with Jahr and J.P. after that I had dinner with my mom, aunt, and kory. Then I decided to do absofuckinglutely nothing. End of my weekend.

Can't wait for tomorrow, I have Read Across FUCKING America. Then after school im chillin with Sam and Meagan hopefully.

Peace and Unity
~Kyle

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[12 Jan 2005|09:36pm]
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// dying to live

[09 Jan 2005|12:58pm]
[ mood | its a moonite!! ]
[ music | Paper Tigers - Thrice ]


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Dorks are..
Sporks are..
Your classmates think you are.. a Skater
You will graduate at age 18. TRUE
Will you get laid in highschool? (8) - Don't count on it. - (8)
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Thats funny, because I did get laid, and its more like...23% of the student body hates me. unless you're talking about Shawnee. Then yea, its 93%, but thats good because I hate them anyway.
HAHAHAHAH
// dying to live

[04 Jan 2005|07:28pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Buddy Holly - Weezer ]

 So we have to paint pictures for Art of a frame from a comic book in the style of Roy Lichtenstein so I did Gambit from X-Men. Heres the sketch, I still have to paint it....

ENJOY!!!

Peace and Unity

~Kyle

(1) die // dying to live

[31 Dec 2004|10:09am]
The Lovers Card
You are the Lovers card. The Lovers card is about
union. Each of us carries in our DNA the
ability to be the opposite of what we think we
are. Often our romantic attachments grow out of
awe and respect as we see in another the
characteristics we repress in ourselves.
Society often presses us into molds of what it
thinks masculinity and femininity should be. As
a result, many of us associate with our gender
certain positive characteristics and call
others negative, when if these same qualities
were held by a person of the opposite sex, our
attitude towards them would be reversed.
Getting in touch with our inner animus and
anima, (Jung's terms for our inner male and
female), allows us to see the whole of our
personalities in a positive and constructive
light. When you draw The Lovers card in a
reading, you are working with balancing these
forces. Depending on where the card is, you
have either achieved balance or need to. The
Lovers could indicate a romantic or even a
platonic relationship. Ask yourself is this is
a positive relationship that contributes to
your growth as a complete human being, or if it
fills an emotional craving within you that is
actually detrimental to your personal growth.
Image from: The Iranian artist Riza.
http://www.metmuseum.org/collections/view1.asp?dep=14&item=50%2E164


Which Tarot Card Are You?
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[22 Dec 2004|10:25pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Atreyu - Bleeding Mascara ]

1) Your gender: Male
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(3) Single?: Unfortunately
(4) Want to be?: No
(5) Your birth day: April 14
(6) Age you act: Younger
(7) Age you wish you were: 17
(8) Your height: 5'11
(9) The color of your eyes: dark brown
(10) Happy with it?: yep
(11) The color of your hair: brown
(12) Happy with it?: yep
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: lefty
(14) Your living arrangement?: I live in a fucking halfway house...
(27) Your family:mom, dad, sister and brother
(29) What's your job: pizza place
(30) Piercings?: left ear, getting my right and my lip done
(32) Obsessions?: Che, Milla Jovovich, and Thrice
(36) Have a favorite quote?: " Let me say, at the risk of seeming ridiculous, that a true revolutionary, is guided by great feelings of love "
(37) Do you have a web page?: myspace and livejournal

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: what exactly is..the moment?
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: ask me a different question
(40) Do you have any secrets?: yes
(41) Do you hate yourself?: yea
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: yea
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yes
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: how cute I am...
(46) What's your biggest fear?: death, a broken heart, and WWIII
(47) Can you sing?: you listen to me sing and tell me.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: why would I have to be?
(49) Are you a loner?: i dont think so...
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: sure...
(52) Are you a daredevil?: i think about it before i do it, but either way I decide. I end up doing it anyway.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yea
(55) Have you got a car?: yes, Black Jeep Wrangler 2004
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? weakness: girls strength: art and music
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: sure
(58) love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creative love....
(59) How do you vent?: drawing/painting or music
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no...
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: on and off...
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? sometimes love hurts
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my hips, they're girly
(65) And least? my looks
(66) Do you think you are good looking: nope
(67) Are you confident?: nah
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? Neo from the Matrix or Tyler Durden from Fight Club or Mickey from Snatch
70) Are you perceived wrongly?: no idea

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: eh
(72) Do drugs?: eh..
(73) Read the newspaper?: at school
(74) Pray?: I'm Agnostic
(75) Go to church? Nah
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: hahah yes
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: i sleep with no one...its sad :(
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yea, when its warm..I love thunderstorms
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: nope
(80) Drive?: soon
(81) Like to drive fast?: haha yes

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice? no i don't
(83) Hurt yourself?: ........
(84) Been out of the country?? i dont remember
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
(87) Been unfaithful?: unfortunately...
(88) Been in love?: I am right now
(89) Done drugs?: yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no
(92) Had a surgery?: yea
(93) Ran away from home?: no
(94) Played strip poker: no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: yes
(97) Been picked on?: yea
(98) Been on stage?: yeah
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath: nope
(100) Slept outdoors?: yeah
(101) Thought about suicide?: yes
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: all the time
(103) If yes, what is your record?: a full day of no sleep
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
(107) Slept all day : yes
(108) Killed someone?: ....hmmm...no
(109) Made out with a stranger?: nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: i dont know
(112) Kissed the same sex?: no
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? nah
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: all the time
(116) Broken the law?: of course
(117) Met a famous person?: yeah
(118) Have you ever killed aN animal by accident?: i dunno
(146) Stolen anything?: yeah
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: at football games??
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?: I dont like religion
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?:ask sue...
(152) Bungee jumped?: my 18th birthday :)
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: nope
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love him/her?: yes
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
(186) What do you find romantic?: so much
(187) Turn-on?: hips, lips, and eyelashes
(188) Turn-off?: alot
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: nope
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: weird
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: yes
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: yea its tough, because of rejection
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes...
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Ask them...
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: oh god...hips, lips, and eyelashes
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: when they complain too much
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? hmmmm, Sue gave me Chapelle Show and Chapelle Stand Up on DVD for my B-Day
(208) Are you in love?: yes
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: more like drop dead gorgeous
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: walk right by them...

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you? uhhh
(212) You wanted to kill?: someone...
(213) That you laughed at?: Booty
(214) That laughed at you?: Jenna
(215) That turned you on: Sue
(216) You went shopping with?: Booty and Jenna
(217) That broke your heart?: someone...but she loves me still :)
(218) To disappoint you?: don't worry about it...
(219) To ask you out?: hmm..haha wow I dont know
(220) To make you cry?: Sue
(221)brighten up your day?: Jenna and Booty
(222) That you thought about?: Suzanne
(223) You saw a movie with? Jenna
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Sue
(225) You talked to through IM?: Tom Whittle
(226) You saw?: Jenna and Booty
(227) You lost?: Patrick....
(228) You thought was completely insane?: hahaha ME?
(230) You wanted to be?: Brad Pitt
(231) You told off?: Some lady on the phone
(232) You trusted?: Sue, Dave, Jenna
(233) You turned down?: Not sure...

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: an hour ago?
(235) Laughed?: an hour ago
(236) Cried?: last night
(237) Bought something?: Sunday
(240) hugged someone?: Today
(241) Talked to an ex?: an hour ago
(242) Watched your fave movie?: yesterday
(243) Had a nightmare?: last night
(245) Talked on the phone?: a few hours ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: a week ago
(247) Watched TV?: right now
(248) Went out?: tonight
(249) Helped someone?: today
(250) Were mean?: no idea...
(251) Sang?: i sing with booty in his car
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: i saw Oceans 12 with Booty and Lisa
(253) Said "I love you"?: Tonight, to Sue
(254) Missed someone?: every day of my life
(255) Fought with a family member?: tonight at dinner w/ Linz about relgion and politics
(256) Fought with a friend?: not too long ago with Jesse...
(257) Had a serious conversation?: i dunno...
(258) Got drunk?: last saturday at Lisa's Dad's Girlfriend's house....

// dying to live

[15 Dec 2004|12:16am]
I dont know what to make of my life anymore...
I love her, but she just hurts me again and again.....


Peace and Unity
~Kyle
// dying to live

[09 Dec 2004|09:37pm]
[ music | The Elliot Project - November Mourning ]

Wow, its been awhile since I made an entry. So here goes:

I got a job at Tabernacle Pizzeria and Deli as an...everything actually. I cook, clean, cash register, just about everything.
I work Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. It's cool though, I work with my two good friend Jesse and Booty (Steve). It's really fun when no one comes in to buy shit because we goof around. Anywho, I have been doing good in school, too. I'm in a band and we're already booked to play at the TLA with The COncubine. That should be exciting, I think the show is somewhere around January 11.
Update for this weekend coming up....

Friday,
Working MAD hard because fridays are busy as shit, I wont get home till 12:45 or later, because im hanging out with Booty, Jesse, and Jenna.

Saturday,
I'm working the morning shift then I'm puppysitting with Jenna and maybe her brother if he comes home. Who knows?

Sunday,
Work...again, then maybe christmas shopping.

Yea...I work alot now...it fucking sucks and it's good
I don't know what else to say in here...
OH! Everything with Sue and I is going well. I just KNOW its going to end up better.
Thats it...

Peace and Unity
~Kyle

(8) die // dying to live

[08 Nov 2004|05:37pm]
Ever

Everyone say hello to Che !!!!!   Isnt it cute!?!?!?!
(3) die // dying to live

[03 Nov 2004|10:48pm]
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. colour eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind atleast once a day?
(6) die // dying to live

[27 Oct 2004|07:33pm]
Bush
You preferred Kerry's statements 44% of the time
You preferred Bush's statements 56% of the time

Voting purely on the issues you should vote Bush

Who would you vote for if you voted on the issues?

Find out now!
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fuck yea
(1) die // dying to live

[20 Oct 2004|03:29pm]

I walk a lonely road the only one I have ever known. Don't know where it goes, but it's home to me and I walk alone. I walk this empty street on the Boulevard of Broken Dreams. Where the city sleeps and I'm the only one. I walk alone.  )

// dying to live

[09 Oct 2004|10:53am]
1. when and how did we meet:
2. have you ever seen me naked:
3. have you ever seen me cry:
4. describe me in four adjectives:
5. if we could spend a day together what would we do:
6. have we ever gotten in a fight:
7. if you could give me a present what would it be:
8. would you hug me:
9. what do you really think of me:
10. have we ever kissed:
11. has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
12. wanna makeout:
13. name one thing you dont like about me:
(3) die // dying to live

[08 Oct 2004|03:27pm]
1. Go out with me?
2. Give me your number?
3. Have sex with me?
4. Let me kiss you?
5. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
6. Let me take you out to dinner?
7. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
8. Take a shower with me?
9. Be my GF/BF?
10. Have a fling with me?
11. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
12. Buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
13. Take me home for the night?
14. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
15. Sing car karaoke with me?
16. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
17. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
18. Let me give you a piggyback ride?
19. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
(3) die // dying to live

[07 Oct 2004|02:24pm]
Alright, so far today has been GREAT!
I found out I'm getting incredible grades in school, I got invited to the National Art Honor Society, and I just talked to "Wild" Bill Guarnere of the 101st Airborne, Easy Co. . For all of you who don't know who Bill is, he was in WWII and if you've seen Band of Brothers he's portrayed by Frank John Hughes. Band of Brothers is by far one of my favorite DVD sets I own. He fought and D-Day and a LONG time after that. Then he lost his leg in Bastogne, France during the Battle of the Bulge. He is one of the greatest people ever, He's like my hero, talking to him was just amazing and completely made my day. Thats all for now...

Peace and Unity
~Kyle
(1) die // dying to live

Love [22 Sep 2004|06:24pm]
Im falling in love again and it's the best feeling in the entire world

<3
// dying to live

[22 Sep 2004|04:37pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Green Day - Homecoming ]



"And if someone says we are just romantics, inveterate idealists, thinking the impossible, that the masses of people cannot become almost perfect human beings, we will have to answer a thousand and one times: Yes, it can be done; we are confident that humanity as a whole can advance"

// dying to live

[19 Sep 2004|08:41pm]

So I was watching 60 minutes because they were showing something on the "war" in Iraq and I decided to dedicate a post to the men and women fighting out there, and to a friend of mine who is currently or will be over there soon. So first off, Rich Rupert, wherever you are right now man, good luck and keep it safe. I would like to see you next year, so don't do anything stupid. And secondly, to all the men and women in Iraq. I love you all and I thank you all for giving up your lives for this shit. If it was not for you we wouldn't have been such a close country. Our country would not be as close as it is now, it would not be as great as it is now, almost everyone stands at the national anthem because they have since realized what this country means to them and some of that is thanks to you. George Bush sent you all over there to fight terrorism and find "weapons of mass destruction". You all went into it not knowing what to expect and now many of you are dying for what you believe in. At the beginning of this conflict only 138 of you have died, and now since the post war time almost 900 have died. It's sad and unbelievable. So with all of that said, thank you all for what you're doing and may you live very long happy lives.

Click here for pictures )

(1) die // dying to live

[16 Sep 2004|11:52am]
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...friendly
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...the only thing I desire
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...one of a kind
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// dying to live

[13 Sep 2004|09:58pm]


Point Black Motha Fucka! New Paintball Team coming up, I'll keep you updated on that shit

._________


ps. I love sue soooooo much!
// dying to live

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